Today was an okay day I guess. I've been moody,depressed and stressed out for at least two weeks. I don't like being like this,however I feel like I just can't get out of it. Is this just a women or a mom thing? I do not know. I read my bible and journal everyday. At times that seems like enough,but other times I feel so low with myself that I start to loose my faith. That is the last thing I want to do. Without my faith in Jesus, I am nobody. I know he's in control, however I still find a way to fight against him. What am I doing? I know it's impossible, I will never win. This is gods kingdom not mine. I must leave everything to jesus. I do trust jesus and I do know that he's always with me. I am thankful for that. I just need to stay focused on what is really important in life. To top off the day, I was out looking for metals, this man was throwing out a box of glassware, he said,"take the whole box" so I did and in the box I found a key chain of a wooden cross. That was really cool. I felt my faith again. I believe that was jesus telling me he's always there. Don't ever give up!! I knew jesus never left me, I just had to let him back in my heart. That was a real test of faith for me.
Do you believe in a higher power?
How do you deal with your life?
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