Holidays

The Holidays make me depressed because our family is so spread out that,no one ever has a picnic anymore or any kind of a get together. It's sad,but it's just another way of how life keeps changing and giving us challenges to face everyday. So much has happened with our family over the years,that some of us don't even talk any more.Families fall a part at times,where everyone goes their own way.I guess that's how we grow. Even my 14yr. old son will be away for the weekend at the shore with a friend and his family. My 10yr old almost 11,will be playing in a babseball tournment all weekend. Well, for me I get quite time. That can be nice and alos lonly. My friend is a real dud. He never wants to go anywhere with me except if it's something that benefits him. It stinks. I would like to have a partner or friend to do things with at times.I think about getting a puppy that will love me and cuddle with me.The boys are just to old now for mom to cuddle with them. It's just not cool at all. That stinks!!!
O'well,at least I have the lord to count on.He's always with me.I am so thankful for that. I will read my:


Bible
Blog
Journal
Do word search puzzles
Go shopping
Who knows what else.....................................

The biggest thing will be fighting with my boyfriend.
Sounds like fun ................haha

The biggest challenge will be to make my younger son happy. If he's not happy look out. It will feel like the longest holiday weekend in history. He gives me a run for my money!! and takes it all too.

I pray for jesus to guide through each day.I trust his word and I know I will be ok.I also pray that they go fast in away,cause next week is my birthday and I don't like it at all. I really don't like getting older.How can I stop this?
I can't so just move on with life. I hope you all have a great holiday no-matter what you do.

God Bless