A Moms Day

It's a new day with the same stuff to do.

Clean the house
Wash dishes
Make dinner
Wash clothes
Run errands
Make appointments
Return calls
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No wonder I am so tired just thinking about it. I have to nap at least 2-3hrs. per day, just to turn off my brain. I need that little me time. When the boys come home look out:

Whats for dinner?
I need help with homework
Can you study with me?
Do I practice tonight or have a game?
Mom did you see my shirt anywhere?
Clothes get thrown on the floor
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I think to myself, " this is what a mom has to do all the time" I quit!! I don't get paid for this job so I am leaving and never coming back. I am on strike. Having to do all this work and all I get is gref.

Boys are fighting
They don't listen
On the x-box to much
Never unplug anything
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When is my time coming with a major break? Moms need to be rewared. We need to feel special not used by our families. We do have feelings even if were just girls. I try to go shopping, cause it makes me feel good. I like to look nice and to keep up with todays styles. I know my youth days are gone, but I look young and I am young at heart. When I put something new on it feels good. When I run out of new clothes I need to get more. It's my outer shield. It gets me noticed and that how I get the attention I need. However, people don't know what's really on the outside cause I don't show it. I look  to nice to have any eternal issues. That's what I want people to think. The reality is that when I take the shield off I am still in the same postion that I started from. I looked good but, I still sad and depressed. I need something that will last, not just another pretty face but, a long lasting success to be proud of. This mom stuff is not cutting it for me. I love my boys, but they're growing up and I need to let them. It's one of our challeges we face when our babies grow up and don't need us as much. I want them to have their own life, just as I should have one too. I need to keep focused and work on something succeeful that I can do and feel important about it. I am not just another woman or a mom, I have purpose and meaning too. It's time to put some mom stuff on hold and make a new memory that will last a life time.